the morning after
Written: 2005-10-30 at 4:26 p.m.
why is tf still down? isn't it ever coming back? i don't have anything left productive to do with myself.
does nobody have any answers for me? i miss everyone there. :(
well this weekend was fun and completely insane. i woke up yesterday and today still drunk. somewhat funny but definitely - not fun. but i weigh like three pounds under my goal weight. which is annoying because tom after i've rehydrated and eaten i'll be back to 127. seven pounds. amazing wwhat water can do.
i still have a banging headache. i must be getting old i've never had a headache for this long. although i didn't actually stop drinking till this morning so maybe i'm just a little out of practice.
i did drink way to much and shouldn't have used any coke i KNOW. but i couldn't help myself it was so available. but then i went and bought a bag for myself. shame on me. it will just be for special occasions though. i refuse to fall into that again. i was a retard. i can deal with just a little.
i should definitely do some homework as soon as my headache goes away. uuuuuggggghhhhhh. i am so tired. but seeing as how we just woke up the boy and i will have to suffer through and stay up for a few more hours and just go to bed earlier than usual. way earlier than usual. bleeech.
he wants to go eat eggs. the thought of food is absolutely revolting right now. not just because i've got an eating disorder but because the acid in my stomach is doing flips and tumbles. there's no way i'm getting anything aside from crackers and ginger ale in there today i'm afraid.
alright lovelies. or mark and claire, the only two who i think actually read this catastrophe. have a wonderful hallows eve. and enjoy your halloween. maybe tomorrow if i can figure it out and remember i'll post a picture o fmy halloween costume from last night. its amusing to say the least.