shopping logistics
Written: 2006-01-09 at 5:26 p.m.
so its been almost a month since i updated. and i could write almost the same thing. awesome.
this attempt at recovery is not going to well. or maybe it is. i'm eating a little more, freaking out less. not losing any more weight. so those are all good things.
some of the bad things, i'm having trouble eating more ontop of eating more than i was. i haven't gained any more than those two pounds. i don't really care that i haven't gained any more weight.
tf is opened again - yippee!!!!
i'm cleaning ... it looks like our closets exploded on the couch. it was decreed that before i buy any more clothes i have to make room for them. so i'm trying to make room for them. i'm always so hesitant to throw out clothes. i mean i just threw out skinny clothes last year cause i was sure i'd never be skinny again and now i've got one pair of pants that fit me. and like six shirts that fit me because they are stretchy.
and i don't want to get rid of my bigger clothes because as much as i'd like to believe that i'll never be bigger than this ever again logically i know that might not be true.
so now i'm stuck with sizes ranging from one zero up to sixes. i think i need some new clothes. i'm going to finish putting these clothes away and go shopping.
yay!