what went so wrong
Written: 2005-10-31 at 11:12 a.m.
ugh. i'm thinking about taking a long break from school again. a year should do me well. it was about the right amount of time last time.
its just so ... much ... school.
i need to go to the library today ... i cannot forget to go.
i found someone from tf on myspace. it was odd. and completely random. and i asked her to be my friend and then rethought it but then added her anyway. myspace is so glaringly unprivate and not protected at all. i dont want to have to deal with it.
whatever.
i love her so its ok.
ugh hugob wants to go for a walk and i'm so tired and not dressed and just icky right now. i'll let him pee outside and take him for a walk later. after i've woken up some.
this weekend was so long. so much fun and so much wrong with it. but so much fun. therapy should be interesting this week.
i'm so tired of all this. i just want to be a normal girl. slightly thin. but normal. i want to be able to eat normally without gaining a gazillion pounds. be able to diet normally. be able to stop dieting normally.
what is wrong with me.
what happened that went so terribly wrong.